时间回不到最开始的地方！

無論你做了怎麼樣的選擇和要走怎麼樣的路

都一定會在將來後悔

因為每一樣失去的東西

總會有想要留下和值得緬懷的地方

錯過了也沒什麼

哪個人的一生永遠會得到又不曾失去

太多很在乎的事情總是在意料之外

而又往往让自己感覺力不從心

不能使自己想要的會永遠在自己身邊

某些人可以刻苦銘心

某些事可以終生難忘

可是自己都變了 回不去了

再苦苦找尋 剩下的不過是個遺憾

並不是每個人每件事付出了都會有結果

有些事總是看不到希望

甚至是不知道有沒有開始

不能成功沒有關系

看不到希望也沒有關系

但是你相信有希望嗎

你相信一切都會好嗎

不管怎麼樣 對于得到

都應該充滿感激

不管得到的是什麼

起碼經歷過

是不是這世上的事本來就是經不起時間的等待

曾以為自己會為一個人難過很久

曾以為自己會真的放不下一些東西

那麼現在又是如何呢?

原來開始新的日子 學會放下 就那麼簡單

原來是當年還太年輕

總是很感性 總是寧願守住一個人、一件事不舍得放手

但還是長大了

不是嗎?

還是學會 怎麼一個人也要好好活著

不是嗎?

還是一步一步的走下來了

不是嗎?

所有的事都在過去

不是嗎?

有一句话叫做 ” 曾经 “
不是吗？

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On Call 36小时 ！

刚追完On Call 36小时第24集。真喜欢里头的一件头和鱼仔，爱看他们每次演出的戏剧。今天的剧情，真好看，感动。

” 结婚誓词，如果只是循例念出来是没有意义的，必须实践出来。“ 

” 年轻时漂亮健康、当然爱。

但当对方年纪渐大、又老又有皱纹，

越来越多病痛、甚至眼看对方老死，难道就不爱了吗？“

” 既然将来不会离弃对方，现在也应该一样。

如果因为对方有病就不爱他，就不是真正的爱！“

" 沒人知道生命的長短，即使我們是醫生，也不能保證自己長命百歲，所以結婚誓詞沒說要保證白頭偕老，卻要保證無論健康疾病都要在一起。范子妤，我再問你一次，無論健康疾病，你願意和我不離不棄、終生不渝嗎？＂ 

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逃避！

或许，逃避了一个人逃避了很久

不去听关于他/她的消息，不去有他/她身影的地方

不听他/她喜欢的歌，不玩他/她喜欢的游戏，不吃他/她喜欢的零食

就是怕再次想起他/她，自己还是会情不自禁、会控制不住自己

会无理取闹的大嚷大叫，会把眼泪尽情挥洒在一个不算很宽的肩膀上

因为自己知道不管过了多久，每次想起他/她，都是这个样子

所以努力地逃避关于他/她的一切，甚至想放弃自己

但是终究有一天，还是会发现

逃避了这么久，终究没有逃脱过思念

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Recover / On Call 36 hours !

Had get sick in this few days and slept like a DEAD FISH on the bed in this few days. #Pity# Finally, yes today I'm recover even though cough and flu not the recover all but at least can walk around plus drove the car out. Thanks GOD! #Clap Hand# #smile# 

Just finished the drama " On Call 36 hours " episode 22. 一康was dead !!! #Cry# #Sad# Can't wait for the next episode, hope can watch it until the end now. 

Panasonic Lumix GF2 !

Panasonic Lumix GF3 !

Which one better?
Actually both also can.
Just wanna get ONE.
If can get it on my coming birthday as my birthday's present then is the best ! #Haha# 
But am know it's IMPOSSIBLE ! #LOL# #Dreaming#

Good Nightz to the world. xD


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Happy Birthday to Mian @ DELICIOUS !

Yesterday, along with Mian Mian went to " DELICIOUS " at Jalan Tun Rajak after our Diva Make Up class. Due to the next day means today is Mian Mian's birthday, no choice accompany her to there for a simple celebration with her. Before that actually we planning to go " Caffeinees@Kampung Pandan " but due to Mian change her mind and wanna head to " DELICIOUS " because of never been there before. And actually am also the first time to there. Actually the prices am really can't accept it since it's quite expensive for me. Never mind, the very first time and due to Mian's birthday, it's okay what.  :) TT

Happy Birthday to Mian Mian again anyway.
Glad to knew you. All the best. :)

The view of DAY ..

The view of NIGHT .. Feeling comfortable and relax sitting at there .. 

A blank place for Mian, where's her? 

* Am not feeling well today. Sore throat and flu are killing me. Fever not serious but going to serious. LOL.. Stay at home in the whole day and maybe tomorrow will as same. Hoping am disease can get away from me before Friday since will heading to Genting Highland with buddies. Am gonna sleep soon. Unwell. Good Nightz to the world. 

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Already not feeling well that's why don't think to argue anymore. Sore throat was killing me and can't sleep well in last night. Am feeling so scare to listen the voice the words that you scolding me, can't control myself and threw the hand phone to other way. Can't undergo it and feeling very hard. Trying to get in sleep quickly due to can pass it and will be a good day in the next day. Sorry hard to sleep and the tears was drop out and keep crying inside the blanket from the bed. Heart's thinking, what's the wrong with me? What'd did? What am I gonna do? Already try my best to satisfy and make you happy but finally.... failed....



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说老实话，不知从什么时候开始，任何人约我什么时候出去，如果在我不敢确定之下，抱歉，我会回答说：“我还不知道，可以让我确定了之后再回答你们吗？“  其实是因为我不想到时候如果没办法出席而缺席，这样反而对方会对我改观，而朋友呢甚至可能会误会而引起了争执。

我知道我是个很随便的人，随便的意识是指，现在开心就好、以后的事以后才算，根本没去想以后的事。加上身边的人想要怎样，我就怎样，只要他们觉得开心的，其实我都无所谓。所以说知道有些人、有些朋友会说我，为什么那么地没有时间观念？为什么那么地没有将来？为什么那么地顺其自然？其实别人不明白、不了解我，每个人的个性都不一样，我有我的性格，只要别人深入的了解，就会谅解我，我的用意全都在于别人的利益。不过如果别人继续误会、继续说我、喜欢怎样说我，其实都无所谓，我自己明白自己就好，但我不会责怪任何人。我的个性，心软、笨蛋，都是天生的，所以我不会特别去改变，因为改不了。xD

笑一笑，没什么大不了。:) 

Good Nightz to All the surround peoples that important to me. :) 

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Tay Ba Ba 你真坏蛋！

又是难得的2个星期里休息一天的日子，算是我们的家庭日吧？因为可以全家一起去吃早餐或走走，除了好像嫁了出去的 ” 弟弟 “ ，没他的份。-.-ll 今早大概中午1点钟，我们全家去了每次休息都多数会去吃的 ”XO酱鱼头米粉“ ，位置在Leisure Mall区附近。那间店的鱼头米粉相比外面的好吃很多，又大碗、还有XO酱。（但只有我是不要XO酱的，不喜欢。）难怪我们会那么爱到那吃，因为店只开到下午，晚上是没有的。

之后，哥哥大嫂铭铭就去做他们的事情，而猪猪宏宏呢当然一定是跟我们的，因为有我和姐姐其中一个他一定跟。爸爸今天是转性吗？发俏吗？竟然会答应说去Midvalley City逛街，2星期前，他明明说很远，不要去，好难应付的家伙。不过真的希望接下来以后的他也能这样。可以听听或是顺顺身边人的意见，尤其是我们一家人。:)  吼！宏宏在那还真的是坏蛋，到处乱走乱跑乱爬，受不了。之后买了些吃的、面包之类，就到Food Court去坐着叫茶水吃我们买的东西休息，下午茶。5点了，回家去。其实一家人很简单，和他们到外走走、吃吃东西，就已经很开心、很满足，不错嘛。

回到家6点钟，我们都累了，宏宏也睡着了、爸妈在客厅休息、姐姐在房里睡觉，而我想说看一套戏之后就去睡个觉，因为很累。当我看完了戏，已经是7点多，爸妈问要和他们一起去Setapak姑姑那吃晚餐吗？我们都说不要，之后停电了，我心想会不会太恰巧了？爸妈准备要出门，竟然停电？下楼去看看四周和隔壁家，嘿，只有我们家没电叻。就问爸妈是不是你们故意关了总电？是真的停电还是假的？爸爸不理我，妈妈回答说哪里知道，突然跳电啦。-.-ll 我和姐姐心想就算是假的，也没办法，是时候去换衣服陪他们去，心想爸爸一定是想要我们一起去，才敢敢死这样做。就是不让我们睡觉。 LOL............ -.-ll  （爸爸，你很久没用这一招了哦。）

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感情 和 友情 ！

身边不知少了多少朋友，多数就是为了一些原因而远离你。其实应该都怪 “感情” 这个问题。因为它不简单，它可以让很多事情都改变，变得好、变得坏。它能让一切原本好好的，可在一时之间变得很不一样，甚至毁灭了。就因为它打败了 “友情”，赢了友情，而友情却敌不过它 ”感情“ ，输给了感情。真可惜、真可悲。以为只要珍惜现在所拥有的就已经足够，珍惜现在的任何时间就足够，但不是每个人的想法都一样。

”把每一天都当成是世界末日前的最后一天来活着， 或许所有人都会特别珍惜当下所拥有的一切。“

* 今年的生日本人并不打算也没想过要怎样大庆祝，或是邀请一大堆朋友来陪伴，因为已经知道其实简单的过才是最开心的，没有什么大不了。所以，请不要害怕我的邀请，不必特别避开的。:) 

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I'm planning to have a movie alone again at MBO Viva later. Is it okay? Confusing which movie gonna watch. " Beauty And The Beast 3D " or " Mr And Mrs Gambler " ? # Confuse # Could I date along Babe HuaHua? But both of this movie she also won't watch it, the first one she's don't like to watch cartoon. The second one, knew that she was watched it with her friend in last week. # CRY # 

Confusing.. 

Good Bye. Gotta move to the bathroom and have a bath now. # blek #

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ManYee's Birthday Celebration and Overtime !

24/2/2012 - Attended Dear ManYee's 21st Lunar's birthday party at her house, Serdang. Ya, we had late and it's too over LATE ! It's already 1030pm. Many peoples were leave. Sorry about that to Mian Mian. Don't know why I'm always the late in your life. LOL.. Stay there about One an hour, after that moved back to my house and drove War Dar's car flied to Overtime@Sunway Pyramid, 1230am. Why that our gangs was become smaller and smaller? Haiz.. Three of us, Me, Babe WanYin and Wai Dar were sitting the sofa there and watching the TV. Yes, although three of us had many topic to talked but the feeling was still like less something. Looking at other tables the fully of people gangs, one word, HAIZ.. Went back around 200am.

* Knew that every weekends I'm always will feeling tired and moody because of you know I'm gonna helping at shop for my home business. I'm used to be argue with my family, I'm used to be will get tired or even headache. But today I'm really headache seriously, pain and faint until I'm feel wanna drop my tears, but no peoples understand it. it's okay because I'm USED TO BE. I'm not wanna to complain anything, even is very hungover but that's doesn't matter, just hope to some peoples will understand, concern and care of me only. 

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