New Hair Look.

I had been cut short my hair, but it's not the shorter i want it, actually i would like to cut it the more shorter than this, but they all said this hairstyle suit me, so nevermind la, next time cut again. And actually i also like my hairstyle now  :P

bye peeps. xD

21th Birthday's Celebration

Yea, first year first time celebrated my birthday at perak-kampar. Although i am very hope to back my hometown to stay with my family, my buddies on that 15/4/10, but i know i couldn't back at that time, because i should stay at kampar for my final examination. At first, i am very dissapointed for all my kampar' s friends, because i thought they all were forgot about it, and everybody were just send me a birthday' s wishes via facebook, msn or phone only. I thought nobody will celebrate with me, okay find.

Actually i am okay if like that, because i know that time everyone were back their hometown and the rest were busying for their examination.

15/4/10, 12am.

Thanks for Ah b, kar khan and Yy the first three person celebrated with chien, although i knew it before but i also happy for that.:P

Thanks for lao po accompanny chien went out, chien was very happy also, you know ? :P

 Thank you for the present from Ah B B.

15/4/10, 10pm.

Thanks for you all Ring, WenJun, Ah B, KokPing, KarKhan, Hanbao, Maybank, SamPakPak, BabaPeng, Yuzai, JunHong, SorGao, Kelvin-Show, PeiSi, PoiThong and Liang celebrated my birthday at Dataran.

and also the two burger by Maybank and Ah Pek Jeff, first time received burger as birthday present ==''

The most happiest for me was hong hong also got sang birthday' song to me by phone, thanks for my lovely baobei, muacks ;P

hope

I hope to go back my hometown now. Suddenly feel very boring and lonely at kampar. Recently don't know why you made me always got this kind of feeling, sometimes so happy sometimes so lonely. What happened to you? 

Suddenly i super miss my family now, really hope can back to your side and have a happy meal dinner with you all. I miss you all. 

La la love on my mind

You're la love on my mind

Gonna leave my la la love on the line,

Baby just surrender, you'll be la lucky tonight,

Looking out for ooh la la la l' amour

And I'm gonna la la love you toujours,

There's no doubt about it,

You're the la love on my life

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是我的问题吗？
为什么你们每一个都这样对我？
一个又一个， 一次又一次的伤害我。
难道我真的那么好欺负，好玩弄吗？
为什么要这样对我？
我真的受够了，
我真的怕了。
真的很怕了。。
 不敢再想那些事了。。
放过我。。

Happy ♥

Yea, I'm going back to my hometown on tomorrow morning ya. Actually tomorrow at 3pm got class until 5pm, but is too late, so i will skip it and back earlier at morning. haha. Finally tomorrow can back and see my two lovely baobei and family already. Two week more didnt back already, super miss hong hong and ming ming weh. love ya ♥ ♥ ♥

Happy April fool to everyone ~ 

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MIss you all ♥

Lolz... two week didnt back my hometown, that means two week I didnt see my two lovely hong hong and ming ming already. I treat both of them as my precious, so can imagine how I miss them. This week, this weekend can back already, hope the time can be quick in the past, then can see them and my family already.  ♥ ♥ ♥

朋友 ！

每一个人私底下都会有一些很不开心的事。。

不想让别人知道的，不想别人担心的。。

那种痛苦，折磨。

永远希望自己一个人承受。

虽然表面上，

是面带笑容，看起来很开心。

完全没有烦恼的样子。

可是别人并不知道，

其实私底下，

当自己一个人的时候，

是有多么的不开心，多么的痛苦。

经过昨晚，

让我发觉到原来不是只有我是最不开心的，

我的只是件小事，

跟他们的没的比较。

因为我的不曾开始过。

你们知道吗？

不管怎样，

有多伤心，多痛苦，多难受，

都要熬过去，

不可以因为这些不值得的感情，

而断送了自己的生命。

完全是不可以去想！

因为这不是最重要的，

还有更多重要的人事物在我们身边。

尤其是家人和朋友。

不可以让他们担心。

谢谢你们，

谢谢你们的劝告，关怀，

让我知道原来还是有那么多的人很关心我，担心我，

我想经过昨晚，

我会更清醒。

不会再为那不值得的事一直影响自己，

害自己不开心了。

因为现在有你们就足够了。

你们这几个朋友，

交的过！
以后再时常一起玩，一起癫 ！

累了。

累了。

真的很累了。

这件事到底要折磨我到几时？

虽说决定要放下了，

可是每当一个人的时候，

不知为什么,

脑中就开始浮现那些自己不想再想的事，

那些会让自己不开心的事。

然后又忍不住了。。

还真的不好受！

 所以尽可能也不想让自己一个人。

虽然说在那里曾经是个有很多很开心的回忆的地方。

可是也是个有很多不开心，很多难过的地方。

 这些难过，都让我很想立刻离开这个地方。

不想再待下去了。

因为真的很累了。

第二次的伤痛。。

比几年前的痛还要痛。。

对不起！

又失败了！

Happy CNY Valentine's day and Daddy' birthday .

This year 3 festival were gathered together for us. That were Chinese New Year, Valentine's day and also Daddy' birthday. This year sure got many peoples celebrated with daddy, because we all gathered at our hometown Johor-Sagil. Many shops failed to open due to New Year's day, so we tried to find a small restaurant to come and celebrated with Daddy. Let go on photo to continue !

 

  

  

  

  

I know already !

Actually everyday i must go your blog to view whether you got post anythings or not. Everything about you i hope to know it, but just you don't know only ! Few days ago i told myself and promised myself is time to give up you already. No any reason can let me continue to wait you or like you ! Because i know you are totally give up me ! You won't like me anymore ! You won't care me anymore ! Just now after view your blog, don't know why i felt wanna cry ! Ya, sure la, because i no totally give up you and forget you yet, sure i will got that kind of feeling. I just need some time to let me recover back. And i will treat you as little brother again, like before, i think like that we will happy more gua. Izit can? I don't know you want or not? But i just hope we can friend back like before, like before we just knew each other.

Finally, i really want to know WHY you no dare to tell me the truth? Just say you no like me anymore la ! Why don't want to give me a answer leh ? Maybe you be 狠心 abit, i will more easy to give up you ! But you didnt. =.=''

Izit you scared will hurt me? or you just lazy to answer me only ?

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