笨蛋！

你真是个超级大笨蛋，可以说很蠢。被别人欺负着，利用着都不知道。可以原谅你还小，但还真的是忍无可忍你那种笨蛋。那个时常欺负你、利用你的，本来一直以来都已经很不喜欢你了，但今天看到你所作所为，真的很过分，惹火我，恨不得把你骂翻天，赶你出去，甚至可以一巴过去，就算你还小，都不能原谅。超生气。


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Babe Hua Hua.

TO : Babe Hua Hua,

Maybe you don't know how deep that I miss you, maybe you don't know how hopeless that I wanna meet you.
Knew that you're very busying for your work, knew that how tired you're after your work. Although we have no time to chat in phone but at least hope that we can chat in message. I know when I need you or miss you wanna find you in message sudden, sure I know it's no feedback from you. Maybe I''ll think that maybe you're busying for your work have no time to answer or reply. Yes, let it be. But how know wait and wait and wait you're still no any reply to me until I'd forgot that I'd sent message to you before. Haiz. Don't know why sometimes while you message me sure I'm not free at that time. I can saw many times you're very free to play FB games or even was yvonne's status, you also have time to post comment to her. I really don't understand why you're not free to reply my comment when I posted at your FB wall? Haiz.. When I recalled this all or saw it, you don't know actually I'm really felt disappointed and upset. I will think is it you've already forget me? Or actually you're prefer to find them? One more thing, saw that Ah Hao used your account to reply yvonne's comment and they talked about the Thailand trip. Hao said both of you planning to go trip and asking yvonne them wanna join you two or not?! Actually this was a small matter but the main point is why I have never hear that from you before until now? Even in the comment also never mention my name. Still can remember one day you told me that yvonne was your first best friend but that's passed. But in nowadays already changed to me. Yea, you don't know actually I'm very happy when heard that because you're a friend that I very care about it also. Haiz..

Friend, who's the one important in your heart, just you know.



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Arghhh.. Keep on looking at my hair, keep on touching my hair. Feeling that hope the colour can be more brighten. LOL.. Haiz.. My problem, recalled that last night was I told them said that I don't want too over brighten, my fault my fault. T_T  Keep on comfort myself said :" Never mind la, if more brighten a little bit maybe will become LALA leh.. No good no good. "  -.-ll  Like a sor poh, STUPID !

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Finally dyed my hair to Copper colour means Orange. Em.. I had told xian xian said that I don't want too over bright but I also don't want too dark, hey, they answered that's a very hard question for them. LOL.. I'm very Yim Jim.. But finally the colour out, actually I can accepted the colour just feel that still can brighten more a little bit, I'm still can accept it. Haha.. I like obvious colour actually. :) Never mind, like it very much also. Thanks xian xian. :)

These are before that hair colour pictures.

Good Nightz world.. :)

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Today plan.

Yes ! 

What I gonna busy in today, for sure morning is go to take care of my shop business.

After that maybe around 4pm or 5pm will head to Kuchai Lama that one of Saloon for hairdo with sister Tay Pei Pei along. One of my secondary school's friend is working at there. He'll help to do my hairdo. :)

This time is the colour ORANGE IN THE HOUSE. Never dye this colour before. Expecting. Had been dyed many colour before such as Red Purple, Dark purple, Gold, Green and Brown. So Orange must be okay and nice. :)

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Confusing.

I am confusing that should I get the Iphone 4s before Chinese New Year or after that? Actually for me I'm okay if get it after CNY, because I won't feel it is rush for me. BUT of course if can get it as soon as possible and before CNY, SURE I will happy and satisfy please. Lalala. :)  Elder brother was already signed it and will get it on tomorrow, and even is my sister-in-law also planning to upgrade her Iphone 3GS to 4s because it's cheaper for her. Arghhhh ! Still have 1 more week please make a choice for me. I've no idea.  T_T





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知足。

Twinkle Twinkle,little star,

How I wonder what you are !

Up above the world so high,

Lide a diamond in the sky,

怎么去拥有 一道彩虹

怎么去拥抱 一夏天的风

天上的星星 笑地上的人

总是不能懂 不能知道足够

如果我爱上 你的笑容 要怎么收藏 要怎么拥有

如果你快乐 不是为我 会不会放手 其实才是拥有

当一阵风吹来 风筝飞上天空

为了你而祈祷 而祝福 而感动

终于你身影 消失在人海尽头 才发现 笑着哭 最痛

晚安。:)

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心中的花园

Morning dudes..

Feel that recently I'm quite free to keep update my bloggie.

But even just a short post or lame post,

better than didn't post anything. 

Is it right?

That's RIGHT! Hee.. :)

Gotta move to work now.

End here. 

" 心中的花园 "

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Listen to this 

" My Heart Will Go On - Kenny G "

in every night before sleep or after wake up in the morning, 

can relax my mood.

Like it very much ! 

Never ever feel this's boring to me.

就算有多不开心，多烦恼。
听一听这首歌，可以让我定下来，忘记一切。
虽然这首歌很感人，或许听了会想哭。
但或许哭了后，舒服得多。
（不要想太多，我现在并没在哭。）

Smile and sweet dreams.. >.<

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又再次这样，唉。。
觉得自己好失败好失败，觉得自己好疲倦好疲倦。
一次又一次的道歉真没用，不管道歉多少次都还是一样。
死性不改就是不改，真的很失败，很失望。
惟有一直道歉，说声：
对不起、对不起、对不起。。
因为不知还可以做些什么去禰补了。
对不起。。

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头很痛。

在睡之前，来再听一听。

" My Heart Will Go On "

的音乐版。

一直以来都很喜欢听，很舒服，很感人。

晚安。 :)

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