Now is the time about 5:07am, usually in this time i think i sure lying on my bed and sleep like a piggy. But today what happened to me? Why i still sit in front of my laptop and blogging at here? Why i still don't want to go to my bed and have a nice dream? Ya, I can't sleep, because I'm upset now. I get hurt again, I cried again, just because of that again! Why how I did the best but I still get this conclusion? Why you all want to treat me like that? You also, you also, and you also! This time I didn't cry too sadly, I didn't flow too many of my tears again, because I used to it already. I start to feel scare, I scare about LOVE, I scare to accept anyone, I scare to get hurt again! That's enough for me please! I don't want to try anymore of this feeling, this is not worth for me!
PLEASE
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