累了。

累了。

真的很累了。

这件事到底要折磨我到几时？

虽说决定要放下了，

可是每当一个人的时候，

不知为什么,

脑中就开始浮现那些自己不想再想的事，

那些会让自己不开心的事。

然后又忍不住了。。

还真的不好受！

 所以尽可能也不想让自己一个人。

虽然说在那里曾经是个有很多很开心的回忆的地方。

可是也是个有很多不开心，很多难过的地方。

 这些难过，都让我很想立刻离开这个地方。

不想再待下去了。

因为真的很累了。

第二次的伤痛。。

比几年前的痛还要痛。。

对不起！

又失败了！

Happy CNY Valentine's day and Daddy' birthday .

This year 3 festival were gathered together for us. That were Chinese New Year, Valentine's day and also Daddy' birthday. This year sure got many peoples celebrated with daddy, because we all gathered at our hometown Johor-Sagil. Many shops failed to open due to New Year's day, so we tried to find a small restaurant to come and celebrated with Daddy. Let go on photo to continue !

 

  

  

  

  

I know already !

Actually everyday i must go your blog to view whether you got post anythings or not. Everything about you i hope to know it, but just you don't know only ! Few days ago i told myself and promised myself is time to give up you already. No any reason can let me continue to wait you or like you ! Because i know you are totally give up me ! You won't like me anymore ! You won't care me anymore ! Just now after view your blog, don't know why i felt wanna cry ! Ya, sure la, because i no totally give up you and forget you yet, sure i will got that kind of feeling. I just need some time to let me recover back. And i will treat you as little brother again, like before, i think like that we will happy more gua. Izit can? I don't know you want or not? But i just hope we can friend back like before, like before we just knew each other.

Finally, i really want to know WHY you no dare to tell me the truth? Just say you no like me anymore la ! Why don't want to give me a answer leh ? Maybe you be 狠心 abit, i will more easy to give up you ! But you didnt. =.=''

Izit you scared will hurt me? or you just lazy to answer me only ?

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最后 !

该放弃的时候,

是时候学会放弃了!

人总要往前看,

或许前面会有更多美好的

事物,人物

等着我!

想开了,

得不到的,

就算勉强也没有用!

当作是一段错过的缘分吧!

收着美好的回忆,

忘掉不开心的!

给自己机会,

未来找到更好的...

.

输了！

想念。。

对有些人来说是件很享受，很开心的事。

可是对某些人来说也可以是件很痛苦的事。

对痛苦的人来说，

并不简单。

每天都要想，都会去想。

逼自己不要去想些不好的事。

是件很难的事。

...................................

不知道为什么？

一开始，

觉得很轻松的过，

不用害怕是什么结果？！

可是现在，

时间越接近，就越害怕！

害怕自己承受不了不好的答案！

害怕自己不想去听那个答案！

害怕自己不敢再去找你了！

觉得自己很有问题，

一时这样，一时又那样！

自己要求要知道，

可是现在却有点想逃避了！

不敢去知道了！

只能说我输了！

。

10 days left !

Chinese New Year

10 days left !

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Miss..

Miss someone. Although just 3 days gone, but don't know why it is so long for me already. Argh.. What are you doing now? Where are you now? All i hope to know, but i can't go and ask you now. Promise myself need to be patience, need to wait, 4 days left. Cannot go disturb you!

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Bridal Shooting !

Today went to bridal shooting with my dear cui sin at Lok Yew ! Oh Gosh! spent alot of money there, gave my daddy scold hell hell d...=.='

 

  

  

  

  

 

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[ Continue after Chinese New Year ya ! ]

Valentine day and Chinese New Year !

Every year of Valentine day-14/2, our whole family will be together to celebrated with daddy. Guess what? Because this day is daddy ' birthday also. haha! This year happens to encounter Lunar New Year on the same day. Oh God! How should we celebrate with daddy ya? No idea now, have to ask the others member of our family. 

12 days left !

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Genting 26/1/10 !

Genting trip with my classmate - ring ring, bi ce scott, baba peng, Mat Giok, Yat Mun, Lai Lai and Ah hong. First time had a very happy trip with them ya. Next time again. Let pic-cha to be talk.

 

  

 

 

  

  

  

  

 

  

  

Bian tai bi ce zhu !

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